1st of all i new to your site after finding your, amazing video's on youtube.
and what a stunning beautiful woman you are .
I like yourself and many other's have this hidden urge to Crossdress, and have done since was a child around the age of 10, (i think my 1st was taking a pair of silk knickers from a friends mum's washing), the feeling of silk and the pumping heart will remain with me for ever..
Over the years i have collected clothes and thrown them away, as you do and start all over again, but i always kept a pair of my fav' 'nicks as it never leaves you the urge to Crossdress..
i have never had a understanding partner so my dressing is kept under wraps, my urge is getting stronger and with the aid of the internet, you find so many like minded people,
i am getting the bottle to go full hog dressed and a night in Blackpool, but as yet i still haven't made that jump, hopefully some time this year i will, i'm now 40+ and been Crossdresser as said since the tender young age ,
I so need to get out there and feel what its like to be out in public dresser as a woman,
Please keep the posting your videos and sorry about my long winded post